people don't change, so let's pretend they do.

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my moment

- Jag är bäst
- Jag är vacker
- Jag har potential
- Jag har humor
- Jag har lätt för att skratta och för att få andra att göra det
- Jag har världens underbaraste vänner
- Jag har världens bästa familj
- Jag har världens bästa lägenhet
- Jag har ett jobb jag trivs grymt bra med
- Jag har allt.



Nu kommer mitt sällskap snart och sen blir det filmen Troja, salt&vinegar chips, marabou frukt och mandel samt en jävla massa cola light!

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bägaren rinner över, hur mkt skit ska man behöva ta från en person egentligen?

Hjärtat....

kan du komma hem nu? mitt öra saknar dina hjärtslag.


juppjupp

Looking in the sky I can see your face
And I knew right where I’d fit in
Take me, make me
You know that I’ll always be in love with you
Right til the end...


I'm having nightmares

Jag hörde alla viska om natten
Dom visste vad som hänt
Det som en gång vart mitt blev nu vårt.

Och jag kände dina ögon den natten
Dom följde varje steg
Dom såg mig som någon annan
Och jag kände mig som det

Och jag följde dig längs vägen den natten, så vuxen i din hand
Men om en vän kan viska och ett löfte brista, går jag hellre hem
Kvar i nått jag lämnat, för länge sen....


Älskar den...

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away


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When my head is strong, but my heart is weak
I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty
But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak
You make it real for me!

Jag dör för den här låten.. konstigt...

Oooh, I can't go any further then this
Ooooh, I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

Cool,
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day yes, I'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, what's up, it use to used to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
Every single day, yes I'm really missin missin you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl what's up, yo what's up, what's up, what's up

Can you meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
Across the universe I go to other galaxies
Just tell me where to go, just tell me where you wanna to meet
I navigate myself myself to take me where you be
Cause girl I want, I, I, I want you right now
I travel uptown, I travel downtown
Wanna to have you around, like every single day
I love you alway... way
I'll meet you halfway

Can you meet me half way?
Right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

Let's walk the bridge, to the other side
Just you and I
I will fly, fly the skies, for you and I
I will try, until I die, for you and I, for you and I, for for for you and I,
For for for you and I, for for you and I, for you and I

Can you meet me half way
Can you meet me half way
Can you meet me half way
Can you meet me half way

Meet me half way, right at the boarderline
That's where I'm gonna wait, for you
I'll be lookin out, night n'day
Took my heart to the limit, and this is where I'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

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It is better to go for someone who loves you, rather than someone who you love.

I am a star, how could I not shine?

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Just because everything is changing

doesn't mean it's never been this way before.


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Jag hörde någon säga att man kan läsa av en person genom ögonen. Vad tror ni?


You´ll never walk alone.

Kan man älska och hata en människa samtidigt? Tyvärr.
Jag litar inte på min egna tankar och min intution längre.

Jag är så äcklad av människor, så mycket bullshit, så mycket falsket, egoism och så mycket man inte trodde, som kommer fram i efterhand. 
Någon sa till mig "Du vet inte vad kärlek innebär, vad kärlek är för något."
Men det är ju precis tvärtom, DU vet inte vad kärlek är. För du har inte upplevt äkta kärlek, du har aldrig älskat.
Om det är äkta så bryr man sig om varandra, den ena personens tårar ska vara den andra personens mardröm. Om det är äkta så har man en gräns, en gräns för hur hus svinigt man kan bete sig. Känslor begränsar hur man beter sig, men det finns ingen begränsning för dig, har aldrig funnits. Därför vet jag. Jag har rätt.

Kärlek handlar om att ge tillit, lyssna på varandra och dela både gott och ont. Jag vill inte dela något med en person som skrattar mig rakt upp i ansiktet ,åt mina problem. Jag vill inte tänka på en person som gör sin egen sanning av mina ord, och som lever sitt liv på min energi.

Det skrämmer mig att kärleken är blind.


the call

 

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back when you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to war
Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it, too
Doesn't means that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when they call you
No need to say goodbye


Regina Spektor - Samson

Åt helvete. Är exakt hur det känns idag. Jag sov tills nyss, har inte orkat gå upp.
Har skit ont i hela armen och är allmänt trött på allt.

Ska åka iväg ett tag...

And I will wait to find, it this will last forever... And i will wait to find, that it wont.

Might have got that information anywhere
Let's not just talk about it please
If there's a chance, we'll make it anyhow
And that way saving me from grief
I'll let go

Baby I'm really worrying about you
For the first time now tonight
I see it's really hurting deep inside you
It sure feels funny but if it's so
I'll let go

Cause you been cheating and it hurt me more than you will ever know
And if it aint positive vibrations, baby, than it'll have to go
Consider that the terrible silence
Feels better than it does when we talk
We cannot win
Let's not begin

My friends they talk about it and they said
- Oh no, man, can't belive that's true
They couldn't belive that shit about you
- It don't seem like the stuff she would do
Wait a minute baby, listen up now
I've been mistreated, I can mistreat too

Yeah I Know…


Om..

går in med en positiv inställning till allting man gör, även om saken ifråga känns negativt, mår man ofta bättre i slutändan.


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